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Monday, April 05, 2010

title:{Stuffs, stuffs and stuffs}

Yay! There is no choir tomorrow! :]
My parents went to fetch my brother from school.
And after that we are going to my cousibn's house for lunch.
This is only my dunno 5 or how many post. There are people who started later than me and yet have more posts.
*sigh* I am dog-tired. Gotta revise and do my homeworks now so.. ONWARD! :) Ganbatte!
But we should never give up no matter the circumstances. We should find joy in what we are doing and that is how we continue living. When we grow up we have to learn how to support our family and find a job. We have to be constantly worried about when we will lose the job.
Life just gets harder and harder. Life is like a vacumm cleaner... It suxs. If I get a good result I would have more choices to choose! And the next next year,2012, would be my O'Levels. I have to work extremely hard to get into a Junior College I wanted. And next year it would have been tougher. Because I would be sec 3 and I would have to learn how to cope with new subjects. Seriously, life can't get any worser.
This is the streaming year so I would have to work doubly hard to get into the course I want.
*Sigh* There is so many books that I want to read but do not have enough money to buy. Or at least I am not allowed to spend so much. I would be so busy doing my school work. And even if I did borrow it, I will never get the chance o finish the book. :( What a sad life but still its okay. At least I am not really at a very sad life like those REALLY poor, needy people. And I never got the chance to do so. I went to the Library to see if they were available but ot much library have the books. Or either they were already borrowed. Before all that I gotta finish my homework! :( Don't wanna fail my test again like before. The result was so pathetic.
Gotta study. :(
*Sigh* Anyway, have a Mathematics test tomorrow. Not suppose to be playing behind my parent's back. I feel so bad. And guilty. I don't understand why I was not choosen for Eng remedial... My eng suxs. While someone better than me need to attend... But then I feel like going because I think I will be able to do more revision.
Somehow glad that I need not attend Remedial for some of the subject.

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